A Recent Confrontation

Hello all. Remember my post about my friends' summer romance in which I felt used? Well, if you do this should clear somethings up. We're not necessarily on speaking terms at this moment, and, at this point, I really don't want to be. Honestly, I think I'm done with a lot of people this year. Her comment made me realize that I really don't want to fix things between us. Part of me thinks it's because I may be leaving this God forsaken state at the end of the year, and the other part of me thinks I don't want to hang out with her because she makes my insecurities take center stage. I'm sorry, Kayla. I really am. But if you want to attack me via the internet about something I finally got over, do it. I'm not jealous of you, by the way. I hope you know that I really am happy for you. But I'm done trying to make other people happy. I only told people how I feel. Is that a crime now? To get things off my chest? Because last I checked, I don't have to tell anyone everything. And as for the psychological onslaught, that's not cool. If you're that in tune with my emotions, you would've caught that I haven't been myself for a very long time. I'll fix things when I want to fix things even if I still want to fix things. You can keep Jenna, by the way. She just makes fun of me, and I've told her that. As of late, I've been numb. And don't even bitch about how Lance made me feel better. He just listened as I told him back in the summer how I've been feeling. It's not my fault that I felt betrayed. And trust me, being one-sided when you feel hurt is normal. I'll apologize when I feel like it's necessary. But I'm done being the first one to instigate a conversation. And you still have EVERYONE, NOT just Jenna. You've got Dennis, Micki, Ty, Alec and so many other people. So please, don't try to pull that card. Anyways, see you at the party.

~Priscilla