Dear Reader,
If you ever get bored at a party, please don't do what I did....
What I did was I chugged a bottle of water and started catching flies on the table of my brother's girlfriend's house. It was entertaining because I was insanely bored. Don't do it. Or you'll get weird looks...trust me :)
Hasta luego!
~Pixi
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Dear Universe
Dear Universe,
What do you have against teenagers? Cause legitimately, it seems as though you want all of us to crash and burn? What's up with that?
Sincerely,
Miss Pixi
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Do you ever have those days when you feel like your whole world is crashing down around you? I do, and I hate them. They make me feel like a child again, confused and naive. :/ Vulnerable, almost. It makes me want to curl up and just cry, but I'm no longer able to cry. I hate these nights when all I want to do is sleep, but I'm stuck with all these questions floating around in my head and trying to get answers. Instead, I look up at the stars or just lay in the dark wishing my mind would stay quiet for once.
What do you have against teenagers? Cause legitimately, it seems as though you want all of us to crash and burn? What's up with that?
Sincerely,
Miss Pixi
♫♪☼►◄↕‼☺◙♀♂♪☼►§¶▬↨↑↓→←∟↔
Do you ever have those days when you feel like your whole world is crashing down around you? I do, and I hate them. They make me feel like a child again, confused and naive. :/ Vulnerable, almost. It makes me want to curl up and just cry, but I'm no longer able to cry. I hate these nights when all I want to do is sleep, but I'm stuck with all these questions floating around in my head and trying to get answers. Instead, I look up at the stars or just lay in the dark wishing my mind would stay quiet for once.
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
ROAR. I've been used like a tissue
ROAR.
Decided that I'd start this post with my anger. "Pixi, what(besides friggin bitches), are you mad at today?" Well, dear reader, recently a little predicament has reared its ugly head into my life.
Cast of today's rant:
Boyfriend: Drummer Boy
Girlfriend: Beach Girl
Blonde friend: Blondie
As of yesterday, two of my very close friends started officially going by "boyfriend and girlfriend." Nothing wrong with that. The problem is, I was being used for a good chunk of the time. I don't know if either of them see it like that, but, if you look at the situation from an outside point of view, I was. She'd always text me to hang out and would bring my loveable blonde friend with her. Turns out, she got all my boys (minus a couple of 'em), outside. But she's not the only guilty one. The boyfriend is the one who called and asked if I wanted to hang out. Thinking I was going to get my ass kicked in a hilarious round of COD, I said yes. Then mah blondie texted and said that she and Beach Girl were gonna head down. I was still insanely drowsy due to an insomniac rant from the night before. I wasn't sounding as enthusiastic as I really was cause I really genuinely love my friends, but they were coming so I was all smiles. So I blew off drummer boy for like an hour till my girls showed up, and then we headed out to find all the neighbors. For a while, it was fun. But you could feel that something just wasn't right. By the time beach girl and blondie had to leave, Drummer Boy coyly lured Beach Girl into his garage and asked her out. Of course she said yes. Now don't get me wrong, it's not the whole dating thing that bothers me. I knew that he was going to ask her, all the neighborhood kids did. What pisses me off is that I'm looking back at all the times that Beach Girl came over without blondie to hang out with me, was she really wanting to hang out with me? Or did she just like the prospect of possibly getting to see drummer boy? I feel used. I feel used like a friggin' tissue. The worst part? I'm not gonna tell either of them how I feel. No reason to rain on their parade. It's just, I feel hurt ya know? Like there's a reason to this hurt that I just can't seem to figure out. The kind that just makes you want to cry, but crying isn't my thing. I'm just trying to make sense of all the things swirling in my head. I wish I knew how to say this without sounding like the thing I hate the most: bitches. I know I'm acting like one in a sense, but, I guess, this is just too much too handle. A direct quote from the conversation I'm currently having with Lance Uppercut..."Because friggin' Beach Girl comes over to see Drummer boy. Like, really, I feel as though that's crossing a line. I understand that they like each other, but seriously. He could've asked her out when they had their date. NOT when they were hanging with friends, then tried to play coy." EVEN I KNOW I SOUND LIKE A BITCH. It's just...URGH. I hate this feeling. I'm happy for them, I truly am. I think I just feel used. Oh well, Lance Uppercut is doing a fantastic job of being a good guy friend and making me laugh :) At least I have realiable people. Anyways, thanks for reading. Comments aren't manditory, but much appreciated.
Hasta la vista los bonitos chicos y las bonitas chicas ;)
~Pixi♥
Decided that I'd start this post with my anger. "Pixi, what(besides friggin bitches), are you mad at today?" Well, dear reader, recently a little predicament has reared its ugly head into my life.
Cast of today's rant:
Boyfriend: Drummer Boy
Girlfriend: Beach Girl
Blonde friend: Blondie
As of yesterday, two of my very close friends started officially going by "boyfriend and girlfriend." Nothing wrong with that. The problem is, I was being used for a good chunk of the time. I don't know if either of them see it like that, but, if you look at the situation from an outside point of view, I was. She'd always text me to hang out and would bring my loveable blonde friend with her. Turns out, she got all my boys (minus a couple of 'em), outside. But she's not the only guilty one. The boyfriend is the one who called and asked if I wanted to hang out. Thinking I was going to get my ass kicked in a hilarious round of COD, I said yes. Then mah blondie texted and said that she and Beach Girl were gonna head down. I was still insanely drowsy due to an insomniac rant from the night before. I wasn't sounding as enthusiastic as I really was cause I really genuinely love my friends, but they were coming so I was all smiles. So I blew off drummer boy for like an hour till my girls showed up, and then we headed out to find all the neighbors. For a while, it was fun. But you could feel that something just wasn't right. By the time beach girl and blondie had to leave, Drummer Boy coyly lured Beach Girl into his garage and asked her out. Of course she said yes. Now don't get me wrong, it's not the whole dating thing that bothers me. I knew that he was going to ask her, all the neighborhood kids did. What pisses me off is that I'm looking back at all the times that Beach Girl came over without blondie to hang out with me, was she really wanting to hang out with me? Or did she just like the prospect of possibly getting to see drummer boy? I feel used. I feel used like a friggin' tissue. The worst part? I'm not gonna tell either of them how I feel. No reason to rain on their parade. It's just, I feel hurt ya know? Like there's a reason to this hurt that I just can't seem to figure out. The kind that just makes you want to cry, but crying isn't my thing. I'm just trying to make sense of all the things swirling in my head. I wish I knew how to say this without sounding like the thing I hate the most: bitches. I know I'm acting like one in a sense, but, I guess, this is just too much too handle. A direct quote from the conversation I'm currently having with Lance Uppercut..."Because friggin' Beach Girl comes over to see Drummer boy. Like, really, I feel as though that's crossing a line. I understand that they like each other, but seriously. He could've asked her out when they had their date. NOT when they were hanging with friends, then tried to play coy." EVEN I KNOW I SOUND LIKE A BITCH. It's just...URGH. I hate this feeling. I'm happy for them, I truly am. I think I just feel used. Oh well, Lance Uppercut is doing a fantastic job of being a good guy friend and making me laugh :) At least I have realiable people. Anyways, thanks for reading. Comments aren't manditory, but much appreciated.
Hasta la vista los bonitos chicos y las bonitas chicas ;)
~Pixi♥
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Bitches: Everyone Knows (Part two)
Alright, so here comes the topic again. BITCHES. Gawd, I hate them. I'm not the only one who hates them...today, my post is written by my friend Broomer(he knows my buddy lance uppercut...) Is going to post his feelings about Bitches....
Broomer: Yeah, aight so here I go. Bitches are the things (yes I said things) that you hear at the mall, at school, at the pool, and everywhere else possible where you hear them bitch about their boyfriends, phones, cliques, or whatvever the hell comes to your mind (get creative). The way they talk is so fucking annoying, it makes you (well me to be specific) want to take a cow brander thing/red hot pocker, and shove it up my ass/through my ears (sometimes, at the same time). Sometimes, it's funny when they bitch 'cause they're bitchin' at someone else, and they'll be cheered on because they do such a fantabulous(Pixi: lawls! I got to help pick the word!) job. And sometimes, when they bitch at you, it's like the tables turn, and you feel like shit. For example: there was this girl I dated who thought she was better than everyone else, meaning, she can't be made fun of. Ex., if she says a racist thing to you, you can't retaliate with a sarcastic comment because she's overly sensitive about EVERYTHING. So, she dumped me because she thought that I was being a dick, when in reality, she's the biggest dick of them all. Bitch drove me insane, and I'm glad she dumped me. I've never spoken to her again since, thank God. But the worst bitches of them all iiiiiiisssssss: Preps. It's by preps, I mean the girls who strut around in Hollister shit and flaunt their Abercrombie and Bitch. (Sometimes, they have nice asses, but most of the time they bitch at you for looking when THEY chose the clothes. Fucking teases.) Usually, these girls have the highest pitched voices and try to look like Snooki. Maybe they've got the hangover attitudes and oompah loompah tans to prove it. (Pixi:...I love Snooki...cause she's short like me D: )That, and they'll do anything for senior dick. (Pixi: BTDUBBS, if a sophmore is asked to prom, it's usually because "the seniors want to get laid", as said by my favorite senior himself) Last, but not least, (Well, this is the good part of this little rant) there's the nice bitches. The people who bitch at other bitches. (Pixi: I'M THAT KINDA GIRL) IF you befriend these bitches, consider yourself lucky. They can get other bitches off your back in a matter of a few words they say. So, what have we learned today? Keep the good bitches around you, and the ignore the bad ones...or hit them with a pimp hand :) Lawls! From the infamous Broomer, soon to be his own blogging prodigy. PS. Hos are better than bitches, cause they just don't care.
Hasta la vista lovelies!
~Pixi and Broomer
Broomer: Yeah, aight so here I go. Bitches are the things (yes I said things) that you hear at the mall, at school, at the pool, and everywhere else possible where you hear them bitch about their boyfriends, phones, cliques, or whatvever the hell comes to your mind (get creative). The way they talk is so fucking annoying, it makes you (well me to be specific) want to take a cow brander thing/red hot pocker, and shove it up my ass/through my ears (sometimes, at the same time). Sometimes, it's funny when they bitch 'cause they're bitchin' at someone else, and they'll be cheered on because they do such a fantabulous(Pixi: lawls! I got to help pick the word!) job. And sometimes, when they bitch at you, it's like the tables turn, and you feel like shit. For example: there was this girl I dated who thought she was better than everyone else, meaning, she can't be made fun of. Ex., if she says a racist thing to you, you can't retaliate with a sarcastic comment because she's overly sensitive about EVERYTHING. So, she dumped me because she thought that I was being a dick, when in reality, she's the biggest dick of them all. Bitch drove me insane, and I'm glad she dumped me. I've never spoken to her again since, thank God. But the worst bitches of them all iiiiiiisssssss: Preps. It's by preps, I mean the girls who strut around in Hollister shit and flaunt their Abercrombie and Bitch. (Sometimes, they have nice asses, but most of the time they bitch at you for looking when THEY chose the clothes. Fucking teases.) Usually, these girls have the highest pitched voices and try to look like Snooki. Maybe they've got the hangover attitudes and oompah loompah tans to prove it. (Pixi:...I love Snooki...cause she's short like me D: )That, and they'll do anything for senior dick. (Pixi: BTDUBBS, if a sophmore is asked to prom, it's usually because "the seniors want to get laid", as said by my favorite senior himself) Last, but not least, (Well, this is the good part of this little rant) there's the nice bitches. The people who bitch at other bitches. (Pixi: I'M THAT KINDA GIRL) IF you befriend these bitches, consider yourself lucky. They can get other bitches off your back in a matter of a few words they say. So, what have we learned today? Keep the good bitches around you, and the ignore the bad ones...or hit them with a pimp hand :) Lawls! From the infamous Broomer, soon to be his own blogging prodigy. PS. Hos are better than bitches, cause they just don't care.
Hasta la vista lovelies!
~Pixi and Broomer
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Awesome Music :) and Crazy Neighbors XD
Well, today's topic is: MUSIC UNHEARD OF. Well, some of you have probably heard of it, but others haven't...anywhos!...
LIGHTS(Valerie Anne Poxleitner)-I'm in love with her sound. It's so adorable, and her music is totally kick ass :) She's not the kind of shit you here on the American Top 40; she's real. Her sound is different from what we're used to hearing, like the auto tuned entity that is the radio(But I do love Ke$ha...I won't lie). By the way, her real name is now LIGHTS, she got it legally changed I hear. Check her out on youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AU9-TRVbhkE She's really good! :) Or check out her collab. with Owl City:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUShnm_KRWY (There's no video...)
He is We(Rachel Taylor, Trevor Kelly, Aaron Campbell, Carman Kubanda, and Harrison Allen)
So most people will associate this band with MTV's The Real World. Now personally, I believe the Real World is a shit load of fail. BUT ANYWAYS. He is We is the most original group I've ever heard. Their music is so real, and Rachel Taylor kills it with her awesome vocals. Check them out on Myspace: http://www.myspace.com/heiswe
Cady Groves-She's just awesome. DO NOT COMPARE HER TO TAYLOR SWIFT. She's completely original. I'm sort of in love her...in a totally healthy way...maybe....:) She's an absolutely awesome person. She's one of those people where we love her and wish she were more famous, but then again we still want her to stay where she's at. It's kinda selfish X) but here's some of her videos........ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2tBZ0wgYIq8 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sCYE72oNckM&feature=related
Now for the part about crazy neighbors...well as we know, the 4th of July has passed here for us Americans. Unfortunately, it wasn't all fine and dandy. In my neighborhood, 3 houses were graffitied. One with a penis in the lawn, one with "Happy 4th :)" and mine had "White Power! F*** Niggers." Honestly. What the hell is wrong with people? IT WAS ON MY NEIGHBORS LAWN. He was nice enough to mow it, which was nice, but in the end, it only hurt the investigation on who did it. We all have a hunch we know who did it, but we have no evidence. Oh well. So all my neighbors, all of whom are of the male persuasion, have invaded my house this lovely Wednesday. They're weird enough to reminisce about middle school like, girls they've dated, people they've hated and clubs and such. It's only appropriate to say that I feel absolutely awkward in all the midst of this because I can't remember a single thing about middle school. That, and they've been perverted IN FRONT OF MY MOTHER. Insanely awkward. but I find it kind of mean that they pick on some of the people that I hang out with. They call one of my friends "Herpes." She's one of the sweetest girls I know! But because i'm younger than them, and a great deal shorter( All of them are above 5'5'', I'm only 5'0'' and done growing.) they don't listen to me. :( Kind of disrespectful. But I love these guys to death. They've made so many sex jokes that my mother doesn't understand,AND they've successfully passed the nervous game. They proceed to smack each others' asses and sit on one another. It's so hilarious. :) But anyways, I'll let ya'll go. Stay beautiful doll! :)
Hasta luego!
~ ♥ Pixi
LIGHTS(Valerie Anne Poxleitner)-I'm in love with her sound. It's so adorable, and her music is totally kick ass :) She's not the kind of shit you here on the American Top 40; she's real. Her sound is different from what we're used to hearing, like the auto tuned entity that is the radio(But I do love Ke$ha...I won't lie). By the way, her real name is now LIGHTS, she got it legally changed I hear. Check her out on youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AU9-TRVbhkE She's really good! :) Or check out her collab. with Owl City:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUShnm_KRWY (There's no video...)
He is We(Rachel Taylor, Trevor Kelly, Aaron Campbell, Carman Kubanda, and Harrison Allen)
So most people will associate this band with MTV's The Real World. Now personally, I believe the Real World is a shit load of fail. BUT ANYWAYS. He is We is the most original group I've ever heard. Their music is so real, and Rachel Taylor kills it with her awesome vocals. Check them out on Myspace: http://www.myspace.com/heiswe
Cady Groves-She's just awesome. DO NOT COMPARE HER TO TAYLOR SWIFT. She's completely original. I'm sort of in love her...in a totally healthy way...maybe....:) She's an absolutely awesome person. She's one of those people where we love her and wish she were more famous, but then again we still want her to stay where she's at. It's kinda selfish X) but here's some of her videos........ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2tBZ0wgYIq8 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sCYE72oNckM&feature=related
Now for the part about crazy neighbors...well as we know, the 4th of July has passed here for us Americans. Unfortunately, it wasn't all fine and dandy. In my neighborhood, 3 houses were graffitied. One with a penis in the lawn, one with "Happy 4th :)" and mine had "White Power! F*** Niggers." Honestly. What the hell is wrong with people? IT WAS ON MY NEIGHBORS LAWN. He was nice enough to mow it, which was nice, but in the end, it only hurt the investigation on who did it. We all have a hunch we know who did it, but we have no evidence. Oh well. So all my neighbors, all of whom are of the male persuasion, have invaded my house this lovely Wednesday. They're weird enough to reminisce about middle school like, girls they've dated, people they've hated and clubs and such. It's only appropriate to say that I feel absolutely awkward in all the midst of this because I can't remember a single thing about middle school. That, and they've been perverted IN FRONT OF MY MOTHER. Insanely awkward. but I find it kind of mean that they pick on some of the people that I hang out with. They call one of my friends "Herpes." She's one of the sweetest girls I know! But because i'm younger than them, and a great deal shorter( All of them are above 5'5'', I'm only 5'0'' and done growing.) they don't listen to me. :( Kind of disrespectful. But I love these guys to death. They've made so many sex jokes that my mother doesn't understand,AND they've successfully passed the nervous game. They proceed to smack each others' asses and sit on one another. It's so hilarious. :) But anyways, I'll let ya'll go. Stay beautiful doll! :)
Hasta luego!
~ ♥ Pixi
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